Going to miscarry :(


Well, I just got home from my ultrasound appointment and Baby didn’t develop past 5 weeks :(

I haven’t officially miscarried yet, but my body has definitely started the process. The doctor said it should happen soon.

I’m definitely very sad about this, but I’m doing ok. I knew from the beginning that there was a chance of this happening. Miscarriage rates are very high. I accepted the likelihood of a miscarriage once the bleeding started and was expecting this outcome from the ultrasound. I’m sad, but holding up fine.

I know some of you may be wondering if I regret announcing the pregnancy so early now that it’s had a tragic outcome, and my answer is no. When we get pregnant again, I will announce it the day I find out, again. It’s all part of the journey.

Thank you everyone who’s showed their love and support. I really appreciate it. You comments, tweets, and texts mean a lot to me. I’m not really a talk-on-the-phone type of person, so no need to call 😛

Even though my baby was so little, I still loved him very much and miss him dearly.

UPDATE: The miscarriage has officially happened and, thankfully, it wasn’t too bad. I had some seriously bad cramps for about 20 minutes, but that was all. They’ve already lightened up.

I love you, Baby.

  • http://www.searingarrow.com AlienSix

    My lord, I am so sorry to hear that, I know this is a trying time for you and your family. I pray you get through it alright. In my thoughts in prayers.


  • http://www.sk1wbw.wordpress.com Wayne Williams

    Sorry to hear that girl.  Is it prevailant in your family?

  • Anonymous

    I’m so sorry. You are a very strong person to have the attitude you have about it. Best wishes to you and your family.


  • Akingtrey

    Good to hear you’re doing okay, stay strong!

  • sarah rodriguez

    I’m sorry that it went this way for you, leanna =( sending love and prayers your way, and look forward to you guys being back in town.

  • http://twitter.com/fpugirl Annalise

    So sorry to hear that! Not many people put themselves out like you do and I appreciate it. Prayers for you and your family. I know this isn’t easy!

  • Billybally

    I’m very sorry. Chin up, soon you’ll have another baby to rejoice in.

  • Fudge.

    I am sorry to read of you loss.  I will keep you and your family in my prayers.

  • Anonymous

    Thank you very much, everyone. I really appreciate it. 

  • Paul

    So sorry. We’ve been through a missed miscarriage twice and it was devastating. My thoughts and prayers are with you (and anyone else going/who has gone through) the same.

  • Eddy

    I read this morning that you were worried about your baby, and so was thinking about you all day…and now the bad news…:(…I don’t know you, but I got a little crush on you after watching you on a podcast; you’re beautiful and you and your husband are very lucky.

  • Eddy

    Of course I mean still very lucky, despite this tragedy

  • Rev. Tucher

    Almighty and eternal God, our hopes have turned to sorrow. You gave, and you have taken away. As the heavens are higher than the earth, so are your ways higher than our ways and your thoughts higher than our thoughts. Help us, Father, also in this time of sadness, to trust in you. Strengthen the faith of these parents into whose life you have allowed sorrow to come. Teach them to depend on your boundless mercy and to trust tht their little one has been invited into the arms if your Son. Grant that they, and all of us, may also come at last into the heavenly kingdom of Jesus Christ, our Lord, who lives and reigns with you and the Holy Spirit, one God, now and forever. Amen.

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