A place to document my life and thoughts - well, mostly my daughter's life :) She is my world. I love her <3 I couldn't ask for a more wonderful family.
Well, I just got home from my ultrasound appointment and Baby didn’t develop past 5 weeks 
I haven’t officially miscarried yet, but my body has definitely started the process. The doctor said it should happen soon.
I’m definitely very sad about this, but I’m doing ok. I knew from the beginning that there was a chance of this happening. Miscarriage rates are very high. I accepted the likelihood of a miscarriage once the bleeding started and was expecting this outcome from the ultrasound. I’m sad, but holding up fine.
I know some of you may be wondering if I regret announcing the pregnancy so early now that it’s had a tragic outcome, and my answer is no. When we get pregnant again, I will announce it the day I find out, again. It’s all part of the journey.
Thank you everyone who’s showed their love and support. I really appreciate it. You comments, tweets, and texts mean a lot to me. I’m not really a talk-on-the-phone type of person, so no need to call 
Even though my baby was so little, I still loved him very much and miss him dearly.
UPDATE: The miscarriage has officially happened and, thankfully, it wasn’t too bad. I had some seriously bad cramps for about 20 minutes, but that was all. They’ve already lightened up.
I love you, Baby.
My name is Leanna Lofte. You'll find me everywhere on the internet as llofte. I'm a mom, wife, math teacher, tech blogger, and photographer. I use Mac, iPhone, and iPad. I love my family. I love my life. 